jan 19 2012
wendyhouse
day is almost over...thinking of the days that had passed me by xxx
waiting for time for me to be with Him...
but for the meantime i have tried to occupy my time...
a lot has been going on with work and cant imagine how we were
able to do this move last week...
it was so stressful i cant even begin to express how i feel,but then
He was always there making things seem easier xxx
With all of that,met someone who is like me ,
a Sugar and i cant believe how things has progressed
from all that seems unreal...
Not sure how i would feel,
but then the day came,with Him supporting me...
this an excerpt from my last blog,
Babydoll's revealing time...
learned a lot from Sugar blog about people,
their feelings,their thoughts and how everyone
seemed to be ~ different but at the same time ~ similar...
and for feeling thankful and lucky to have been found by somebody~
who i would like to feel that have the same feelings as me xxx
but as i realized as well,as far as i am concerned,
the more i read some of the Blogs written there,
everyone is searching,looking for someone
somewhere for something...
more on financial ofcourse,
a lot of the men are really wealthy,
apparently, some pretend to be..
women looking for the right men to fullfill their own fantasy...
some are happy,some unhappy...
and for some unlikely to meet yet the right one
but then again,what is the difference of the Sugar bowl world from the Real world?
Sugarbowl world if i am right,consists of Beautiful people...
but like in Real life has a story to tell..
real emotions,but everyone seems to control them to prevent them from something
...but what?
in that world no one wants to tread the unthinkable...to love someone
when you are expected not to..
but so many times i have read on the Blogs that Love will always overcome the fiancial side
of things...but only if both will reciprocate..
and as some of them said,
money opens up ways to make someone fall inlove..
and wealth shows how a man is capable of hardwork to get what he has...
and it is very hard to make decisions when there is no money to discuss xxx
an eye opener and all of it is true...
but still in that world they also said,
if the man will lose all the money he has,because of love
some Sugars will still stay and find a way to be with their man...
and because of that Sugar blog,
a lot of us admit that we are only after all human,
but ofcourse as society dictates there are things that just cant be had,
without financial back up...
this is where this world comes in...
where our Sugardaddies makes things work xxx
but i cant help but feel that this Sugarworld that is surreal...
feels grey in everyway becasue of the hidden feelings that everyone
tries to portray?
when they sya NSA,it blocks the most colorful way
to bring life to anything of what we do everyday...
but well,everyone has their reasons,
their own opinions and i would never say anything against
anyone,however they want to conduct thier lives,their own way...
but nwo i met lovely people who are in similar situations as me...
i feel a bit more easy...
and looking forward to knowing how our lives would turn out to be...
with my Sugar life that now overlaps my real life,
i am happy to spend my days to be someone else's lovelife xxx
feels like eternity not to be with the person that i want to be ...
but time comes and takes away all the fears inside me...
spent the evening last night watching that brilliant film...
i loved the character of George Valentino...
and i was sat beside a Man as charming as him xxx
as usual when we we were at the restaurant for dinner...
we cant get enough of each other!! haha
kissing and touching,is the most wonderful feeling...
i know,being a Sugar is not easy,
although i have been lucky that someone found me..
inspite of all the things that surrounds me,
there is someone i care and love a lot ...and i hope would always be here for me xxx
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